A lot has been going on around lately. I been trying to collect my thoughts and start to believe that what I am living these days is true.

Few days ago or weeks ago I really have lost hope that I might be with the person I love above all. The one person I always wanted to be with, Ana, the angel that entered my life and turned it upside-down.

We have known each other for 10 months and from the first time I talked to her she has the effect of magic on me, and life suddenly seemed brighter and more welcoming. We both have been through a lot and pulled each other from many downfalls. She was there for me but I am not sure I always was there for her. All I know is I can never repay her for the love and caring she's placed in her heart for me.

I am placing this here and know no one will read it but my heart can't contain the happiness in it and I felt a great need to share this with the world.

I am blissed by having Ana by my side, she has been the angel that pulled me from the darkness I was in, she opened my eyes and made me see a more promising future. All I wish for now is that I manage to make her as happy as she makes me. I pray to God that he bring us together as soon as possible and never part us for eternity.

Any man in my place would be blissed, and for the first time in my life I feel blissed, loved and happy.

Ana, I can never repay you for how you love me and understand me. I can never, my love.

Current Mood: calm

Wow, it has been a long time since I've ever posted any entries here. Well, I was kinda busy and uncertain about what to put here.
Anyway, I'm back and to stay so try not to get bored of me. =p
I thought since I have already said hi and all then I'd post a bit about myself, here ya go:

Fav. web name: Owen Macwere (I'm known as this in most forums except of Deviantart).

Real name: Ali

Nicknames: on internet (Owie, Macwerewolf) home (none but my sister call me Lolo sometimes xD).

Birth date: 15/4/1987
Age: 20

gender: male, obviously.

Biography: Ok, I'm a serious person who don't like abnormal things or jokes very much. I am as well very sensitive so I'd take everything seriously and it never end up good. ^^U Add to that I am not a joker or talkative or very funny and usually people get bored around me.
I think this will make people just run away :x
Location: Baghdad/Iraq

Interests: Graphics, drawing, designing music, writing, playing guitar, reading, programming and thinking.

Occupation: I am a college's student, currently I'm learning programming and coding, a very interesting subject to me.

Fav. color: Blue, pale purple.

Well, I should say Hi, as I just joined LJ and I am hoping that I can make a lot of good friends here. I already have some of those who have LJ I know them from other sites.
Well, I am currently confused on how to use LJ, but hopefully I will manage to add some entries now and then, with the help of a friend.
I have been trying to make LJ account and start to post entries every now and then, but always been busy and also anxious about how it'd be here, or how to manage things in this place as I never understood how people do Journals. Now, hopefully I'll get the help I need from that friend.

Nice to see you, LJ members and I hope that I can be a good member.

I am used to go to other forums like eysonfinalfantasy.com and greycobra.com and render_world.com and ffinsider.com and deviantart.com.
I am a graphic designer who likes to work on Photoshop and other graphic programs. I am also a writer or trying to be, as I try to write now and then and I am working on my story, which I hope I can post here. I write poems and stories. I also try to draw and I think I am not that bad. I can design music and play guitar.

Well, honestly that's all about it about me for now.

nice to meet ya everyone in LJ.

Current Mood: confused